I was going crazy!
So a buddy of mine called me up and asked if i wanted to watch her dog that just got back from the same vet.
Yea a dog is different than a cat, but hearing an animal run around the house is comforting…even if the dog gets into the trash while I am in the shower.
My therapist: Look at nature. Look at flowers. We never walk into our garden and say "Oh wouldn't that flower be so much more pretty if it were taller? Or red instead of pink?" No, we don't. Because nature was created perfect just as it is. And so are we. We are part of nature, we are how we're meant to be, we are perfect just as we are.